AAAGGGGHHHHH!!!

Spring break? No way. It's going to be like home school. Wake up at 8. Do sociology homework, PIG paper stuff, study for AP psych because I have a test the Tuesday we come back, do my AP Lit 5 centuries of poetry research project, do practice AP Lit exam assignments, write a practice summary, art history STACaPEDIA entry, Brecht summary, 2 charcoal drawings with a written statement, a revised artist statement, prepare a book presentation, and shoot/edit a movie. Go to sleep at 12 AM. Wake up at 8 the next day and do it all over again. Not to mention, my last college audition, seeing a show at Muhlenberg which basically takes up a whole day, going prom dress shopping, going to passover Seders, and starting to make my decision about which college I want to go to next year. Deposits are due May 1st, which means I have to make my decision about a week prior to that. !@#$%&*&^@#$ Alright so I guess you could say seeing the show and going dress shopping are fun things, but in the context of everything else I have to do, they're going to be rushed and will turn into something I have to do, not something I want to do. I know I'll get everything done. I have some weird ability to be able to do things like that, I just wish that my Senior spring break wasn't so jam packed with work, work, work. What happened to "Yay it's spring break! Let's have sleepovers and go into the city, and take dance classes and see Broadway shows and have some fun."??? So maybe you're saying well why did you save everything for spring break. I kind of didn't have a choice. I just finished a show. I've been doing work constantly. Staying up until midnight or 1 AM every night doing work. I'm turning into a hobbit. I stay in my room and do homework. I only leave my room to go to school or dance. No joke. Second semester of senior year is supposed to be easy. I don't ever remember being this bogged down with work during this time of year. Ever. And I'm blogging because it's supposed to make me feel better, but I'm not sure if it is. I work my ass off all the time, and it's paying off with all these college acceptances and stuff, but I don't even have time to really appreciate them. I celebrate for ten minutes, and then it's back to work. And then there's the issue of sleep. Do I stay up as late as possible doing work and risk getting sick from sleep deprivation or do I take care of myself and go to sleep?

AAAAAGGGGHHHHHHH!!!